I know you love being in a compromised position. It's because deep down you know you don't deserve peace, you don't deserve the love from a healthy relationship. It's not like it's actually what you want anyway. You only want the social validation a relationship gives you but in reality you are bored of your partner. You crave risk, you crave humiliation, you crave ruination. So here it is. You need this. And you are gonna watch this on full volume for me while in the same room with your partner. Maybe it will come out intact, maybe not. But you are doing to do it anyway